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Heart Broken, Wings wrent asunder, the end Is Nigh

Tue Oct 6, 2009, 12:54 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Can't
  • Drinking: Can't
Well... *sigh*
Heart break. No matter what do, happens. I hate it. Keeps coming back, different person, different form, more brutal each time. more consuming. More wrending of my flesh, more gnawing at my soul. Twisting, tearing me apart. Each time I want the same thing. I want the emotions to end. I want to be like Sephiroth, and rain hell and destruction down on all of the stupid happy little people in this world. my dark side grows to its strongest. its points proven valid, he plots my eventual downfall. and currently? well... we go through the cycle again. The cycle of birth, death, and rebirth. The endless waltz of War, peace, and Revolution. The three things that keep this world going. This is Life. Buddha said life is Pain. Pain is caused by desire. Desire can be snuffed out. How? enlightenment. Goal of enlightenment? end of samsara. And then? extinction. the end of the Karmic Cycle. I keep my promises.
let my heart heal and harden. Let my Howl fill the night air with despair. Let my Growl be feared. Let the claws and my eyes fill those near with the despair I feel. Let this be the final time. May my heart die this time. Let my Heart Crack, and with this crack, let the dust be no more, and released to the earth.

October 6th. A day that I will remember with despair.

Let this be the final time.

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:iconsamariyu:
What's Up, Will! How's it been?

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:icondeathscythe75:
same old same old. Preparing for College and Some stuff for cons. you?

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:iconsamariyu:
Eh, preparing for...one con (can't find any others coming up near hear besides Ohayocon). Btw, I need your opinion. Do you think I should cosplay Hikaru from Magic knight rayearth (because my sister says she'll be umi if I'm hikaru), Neliel Tu from Bleach (even though I'm kinda lacking in a certain...female aspect *cough* to be her), or a character from okami (example; one of the gods besides Amaterasu)?

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:icondeathscythe75:
One, you really need to work on no mistake spelling. 2, personally, I think the Okami character would be cooler, but depending it might be more difficult. If you can gaurantee your sister doing Umi, I say go with that. Bleach, you could pull off. just a little imagination needed. (note if you want more details)

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I am the cheese. I wear me. Kinky.
:iconsamariyu:
The thing with Umi isn't definite. My sister says she'll do it as long as time and money allows (I'll most likely end up helping her, then). Seeing as she's a freshy in college...well, the situation's a toss up:shrug:.

Imagination...as in...?

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